what my life has come to...

 what's up guys,

It has only been one week since school has ended and I am quite bored. Even though I am meeting out with family and friends, nothing can truly fill up the hole I feel on the inside. I have been slowly trying to fill that hole by binge-watching series (like the rookie!!! and mismatched and rewatching the vampire diaries before it leaves netflix) or trying to get back into my reading phase (not really working though). I have resorted to playing with lego, with darts (which is great way for me to take my anger out), making bracelets ... dunno how that's gonna end up. I'm planning to pick up my violin again, there have been a few songs I wanted to learn but we'll see if I do ever actually pick it up. I feel so lazy but also not at the same time. Like I can finish the house work quickly just anything else I can't. I felt so productive when I deep-cleaned my room and the garage and rearranged EVERYTHING in my room. I think I should add cleaning to my list of hobbies.

But, I also need to get a job, I need something to take up my time over the holiday AND all my future aspirations after high school require money. Who knows what I wanna do in uni. I wanna do so many different things like do accountancy, medicine, pharmacy, interior designing, law, arts (*sighs*) ... but I have to stick with one. Anywho back to me with my journey to finding a job. So far I have applied to about 20 jobs in the span of two weeks and got rejected by 2 which is fair. I just want someone to hire me, I don't really care at this point. Just need some earnings. I think I'm a great candidate, but I guess my fairly empty resumΓ© says otherwise. But it's okay, I'll get there.

that's it for now i guess

bye bye

kripsaa

Comments

  1. I LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES

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  2. i hope you get employed soon!!

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  3. wait i've watched like 3 eps of the rookie and kinda forgot about it. should i keep watching?!

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    1. its honestly pre good, you can never get tired of it

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